Life is strange - very occasionally I forget that you are not here, and then something brings you to the front of my mind ! It is so hard trying to get your head round it all, I know that even though you could get angry with everyone around you, you loved us all - just as much as we loved you. Writing this gives me a some comfort, I feel that I am talking to you - you would probably say 'dont be soft'!! Don't know when is the right time to tell others about this site - I would like everyone to put memories and thoughts on that they have - Let me know when the time is right XX